a thanksgiving feast to envy!i'm back in the chi and it's so familiar, it's a little uncomfortable. landing at o'hare, i saw a blanket of white covering rooftops and streets and i remembered what winter is chicago is like. i was unprepared in my chucks to walk from the el to jenny's house. and i almost kissed the ground a few times, with my heavy northface backpack on the front and much heavier backpacker's backpack on back. the image of ralphie's younger brother from chistmas story pops into my mind and i imagine myself as an upside down turtle on avers -- the street jenny lives on -- unable to get up. will i bring the past five months -- the experiences, the changes -- back with me? starting anew is uncertain and scary but i'm excited for the months to come. all the concrete things feel the same -- the el, the weather, the people trudging through the streets -- but everything intangible is different. these days, i think so much about life that i forget the days of my childhood, looking at the trees and the sky and running through the streets. the big snowflakes and crunching snow last night were awesome.
pumpkin pie can be made in paris when you find expensive pumpkin puree at an ex-pat store.the last few days in paris were fairly low-key. much like the entire month claire and i spent there. we brought thanksgiving to the french in the form of a green bean-seitan-mushroom casserole, stuffing, cranberry sauce, pumpkin pie, and mashed potatoes. not as labor intensive as the dinner i cooked last year for 10 or so people, but it was just as good. it was the first time i celebrated an american holiday in a foreign country.
and now, i must find a job.